3.09.2014

Fossilized

I shove my fingers into the sand
the warm granules, I can command
It fills the cracks of my fingertips
My identity, the sand will eclipse

It races up my neck
surrounding my face as it continues its trek
It clogs up my ears
swarms into my eyeballs and soaks up my tears

The sand tickles my gums
and weighs heavy in my lungs
pushing me down into the ground
where I can only wait to be unbound

Lonely

Lonely stays at home
With no place to roam
Sometimes Lonely goes on the internet
viewing other’s lives make Lonely upset

Lonely sometimes thinks about going outside.

On most occasions, Lonely can be saved
by Companionship, a way out is paved
In a more severe situation
The mind is in a state of desolation

Lonely cannot be saved

Lonely becomes surrounded by obsession
sometimes with a possession
sometimes their mind is in another state
and their obsession is fueled by hate

Lonely may be obsessed with self loathing

Lonely will sometimes seek help from Destruction
whose new presence causes disruption
and he takes Happy and Naive
creating new Lonely’s as they grieve

1.19.2011

Be not idle.

1.14.2011

Dream that I have to remember...

Floating blobs- red and gray ones, like in a video game. Drop the gray ones on enemies and it ASPLODES. Then there was a story of a girl who met this guy. Then after meeting him she was sent to live as royalty in the castle. Prince like guy was wooing her and she was falling for him, until she sees this guy she met a long time ago. They begin to have a fling and *fall in love* and prince like guy gets wind. Prince like guy is pissed so he sends guards out to go kill the girl. They surround her and some sort of higher being transforms her in to the aforementioned gray blob, then drops on top of the guards and ASPLODES killing them. Then there's a flash over to random guy. He's in some sort of pain, then suddenly poofs in to the a red blob! Their love linked each other and what not... some sort of cheesy moral like that. Will attempt to expand on this idea later.

9.08.2010

"The ship was sinking---and sinking fast. The captain told the passengers and crew, 'We've got to get the lifeboats in the water right away.'

But the crew said, 'First we have to end capitalist oppression of the working class. Then we'll take care of the lifeboats.'

Then the women said, 'First we want equal pay for equal work. The lifeboats can wait.'
...
The racial minorities said, 'First we need to end racial discrimination. Then seating in the lifeboats will be allotted fairly.'

The captain said, 'These are all important issues, but they won't matter a damn if we don't survive. We've got to lower the lifeboats right away!'

But the religionists said, 'First we need to bring prayer back into the classroom. This is more important than lifeboats.'

Then the pro-life contingent said, 'First we must outlaw abortion. Fetuses have just as much right to be in those lifeboats as anyone else.'

The right-to-choose contingent said, 'First acknowledge our right to abortion, then we'll help with the lifeboats.'

The socialists said, 'First we must redistribute the wealth. Once that's done everyone will work equally hard at lowering the lifeboats.'

The animal-rights activists said, 'First we must end the use of animals in medical experiments. We can't let this be subordinated to lowering the lifeboats.'

Finally the ship sank, and because none of the lifeboats had been lowered, everyone drowned."

--Daniel Quinn